hApPY BiRtHdAy To meEeeEeEeeEeEeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Between my down tIME after a fun filled weekend with friends, family, loved ones etc whateva u wanna be called lol....i felt the need to blog on this day.....24 years ago around 3:30pm a star was born.....its crazy thinkin about how time flies by soo fast. it was just yesterday when i remember in highschool sittin on the porch talkin with my friends like "man when im 24-25 im gonna do this, i should have this, i want this" To this very day, i can honestly say that I've accomplished many of the things that I said i wanted to do by now. However theres alot that i had assumed would be done by now have not. I just trust and believe that if those things are meant to come for me, they will. Some things got out of order and some things i dreamt of got completely deleted from my path. Most for the good i would say..just becuz im a firm believer that everyting that happens is a life lesson.
This weekend has really allowed me to evaluate my circle of people that have my back. It feels good to know that there are people besides the obvious (my famo) that genuinely care about me. I'm so grateful for the little things, all my friends that took time to chill with me, the gifts, the cards, the texts, the hugs, the calls, etc.....those things the simple things mean the most to me. I know that sounds like im trying to portray myself as being "super humble" but its seriously who i am. It doesn't take much to make me feel good inside....I'm so blessed and thankful for everyone i refer to as a friend.
Today for some reason i feel a little "growner" lol dont ask but i feel like im really starting to embrace my womanhood. I know what I want out of life, I know how i want it to happen, I know how to get it and I won't settle. my Babe Lupe fiasco created my motto from this 24th year of my life forward " life, aint meant to come around twice, thats why i gotta get it right, they say i got it honest now i gotta give it life, now sleep on it, thats why god give you night..." it's true life comes once so i have to go hard or go home...for some reason i feel like it's game time. By the time I"m 28 years old....this blog on 10/4/13 will be full of accomplishments and new goals new editions to my life circle, etc...until then...lets' get it!
signing off until next time....
jenius
